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ITS SO TRUE.
This picture sums up how i am feeling, and you know what? it is actually so fucking stupid.
Every single girl in a relationship has that one girl they hate, no not me but iv got about 3 and the list just seems to keep on growing, worst part is most the girls i hate being around my boyfriend as fucking amazing, but thats why :/
as i always moan about i am pretty sure my boyfriend is bored of me. anyway whenever i log on to FUCKING STUPID FUCKING FACEBOOK, i become a crazy girlfriend, stalking everyone and everything he dose…yuup i am that kind of girl, and recently, he called a girl hot…that should not bother me but it dose, i mean she is a nice girl just kinda the sorta girl that thinks she is such a lads girl but…eh isn’t? and like apparently into everything he is, plus is funny…i am supposed to be confident and shit but i am not, not compared to this girl man, and he likes that in girls like if she was sitting in the room with his pals everyone would love her, i love her, she is lovable but i swear…SEE IF HE HANDT CALLED HER HOT, cause like she is…pretty, but not hot…no….some of the other girls i think he is into are hot but not this one, and i think that bothers me the most, the fact he likes her for something deeper like?/ idk whenever i ask him why he loves me the first thing he says is cause your beautiful, but he likes her for something else her mind…and in the long run that is more important…
Not to sound pure up myself, but i tend to notice that most guys that either my friends or are past boyfriends have liked me cause im pretty…It is impossible to say this without sounding up myself isnt it? but its true…any close guy pal iv got now i have either made through them fancying me at one point or they still do..and thats why they are nice, i would say my personality is pretty fucked up, and annoying and if i looked like her, i do not think my boyfriend would like me. no not at all.
I do not even care if i am being crazy, its how i feel, shite, i always feel shite lately.